Crazy thoughts...

 I'm pondering some really crazy and big thoughts. No, not anything like what you're thinking. Over the past couple of months, I've taken some pretty crazy and big steps already in putting myself out there as a composer and making my music available for purchase and use. What I had hoped to do initially was to connect with smaller churches, and compose music for their specific needs. That's still my intent, but it's shifting even more.

 I was asked to compose a theme for a weekly video series. I did that, and it premiers Monday! I'm super excited about that. But why couldn't I branch out to that? Another thing that was suggested to me was to make teaching videos for people to purchase and use. Whether that's for a church choir, praise team, handbells, or anything else. That's something that I had been thinking about farther down the road, yet because of the suggestion, it's come to the forefront of my mind.

 But, the question in my mind is simple. Am I trying to do too much? The flip side of that in my mind is, has God given me this diverse knowledge on different subjects and the desire to share about them to be able to do this?

 It seems, as I have been journeying down this road over the past couple of months, doors have opened. Doors that I did not expect to open. Yet, here they are. So, why couldn't these be doors to be opened? Maybe I'm supposed to be doing more with technology and teaching via Skype. Maybe I'm supposed to be writing some ideas about choirs or praise teams, or some combination of them all. I don't know. It's all been this big rush of "what ifs" that keep coming through my head. So, they're big thoughts, and maybe they're impossible. Maybe they're not. I will keep praying, and getting input from others.